I am back and serious!

Okay no more gaining, losing and gaining. It is over! I am done. This time next year I will not be playing this same old game. My goal is a pound a week. No nonsense. I want to look slim and feel confident. I want my hubby to be proud of the way his wife looks. Yes....I guess I am vain but I want to wear small clothes and be slim and trim. Healthy is a good side benefit. In the past I thought if know one saw me eat something then it was calorie free. I mean not really?! But sort of in a odd way because I would sneak food and expect no ramifications from it. Well, here I am a year later and fifteen pounds heavier! Really!! What was I thinking????